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There’s something about being single that makes me happy.
I like that I owe no one anything. I don’t have to worry about someone every single waking hour, minute and second of the day. My parents completely trust me and I don’t need to lie about going out with people because I don’t have a boyfriend and they like the idea that they’re the only ones who call me their ‘baby’ or their ‘sweetheart’. I can’t relate to the songs on my iPod and I have no one to cry over sad songs while alone in my room. I get to save my money because I don’t have to go out all the time and give my significant other gifts and tralalala. I don’t cry and stay up at night thinking of what I’ve done wrong or what someone did wrong to me and I don’t have to apologize for something that I shouldn’t really apologize for.
I guess this is what I learned over the past months, that I don’t need someone else to make me happy. Sure, I love the feeling that someone loves me, that I don’t need to flirt with other guys and that I feel secure knowing I have someone, like a little kid who feels secure at night with her night lamp or favorite blanket beside her. But….yeah sometimes loving someone too much can make you miserable and it blinds you.
I am young and heck, I’m enjoying life with my family and friends. Yes, there may be some guys trying to… you know, but I think I shall first enjoy my freedom and what I have right now ‘cause I sure will be missing this a few years from now. And when I do find that right person, I will make sure he is ‘the one’ and I ain’t letting go.
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