I'm not Okay!

"Happy person's don't have the best in life, they're just good in making the best of everything that life brings along their way.."

This would have been a better explanation on what I'm currently feeling right now. I know to myself that I'm not okay. I am really not! Problems do come and go but this time it chose to remain. I know. I whine a lot about life. Why life needs to be so unfair? I KNOW THIS IS BULLSHIT but really.. Everything is unfair.. This is hurting me so much. I thought everything will be okay. I sacrificed a lot and now what? I've been through a lot and right now I don't know how to face all this shits!! This is definitely killing me. I still want to hold on but I'm tired.. VERY TIRED!!

"Gusto kong magpaka layo....PLEASE LANG!"

P.S. I WANT TO HAVE A JOB!! I NEED MONEY!!

Au revoir! ~