The Man Who Can't Be Moved.

going back to the corner,
where i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag,
I'm not gonna move
got some words on cardboard
got your picture in my head
saying: if you see this girl can you tell her were i am
some try to herry money
they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
i no it makes no sense
what else can i do
and how can i move on
when I'm still in love with you

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
were on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I'm not moving
I'm not moving

police man says son you cant stay here
i say someone I'm waiting for if its a day a month or year
got to stand my ground
even if it rains or snows
if she changes her mind
this is the first place she will go

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
were on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

people talk about the guy
thats waiting in on a girl
woooaa wooo
and i no who's in his shoes
put a big hole in his world
ooooo
maybe ill get famous for the man who cant be moved
and maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
and you'd come running to the corner
cos you'll know its just for you
I'm the man who cant be moved
I'm the man who cant be moved

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
were on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

going back to the corner were i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag and I'm not gonna move


Ga, bagay to satin:))

Please don`t give up.

For my sweetie, Mimee,

There are days when we want to stop exisiting, when we want to just forget everything that`s happening with our lives and believe that something which happened never really did. We want to pretend that we`re dreaming and when we wake up, everything`s going to be okay. Well, it never really is like that. That`s reality for you, Darling. But, that doesn`t necessarily mean that you have to give up.

Yes, I know. It hurts, it hurts so bad that all you could do is cry and wish that feelings were never created and maybe, if you were really desperate, you`d ask to have never been created at all but that`s just giving up. Amidst everything that`s happening right now, you have to believe that everything`s going to be okay. Everything happens for a reason, as cliche` as that may sound but it`s true. You may not see it for now but you will soon.

It may take you days, months, or even years to be genuinely okay but you will be. And you will find out the reason behind that wound which caused you so much pain and just smile and be grateful that you were given that experience to realize what you`ve been missing all along.

So, for now, you may probably need a box of tissue, your music player, some chocolates and a friend but believe me, in time you`ll be okay. `Cause yeah, everything will be okay in the end.

And if it`s not okay, it`s not the end. :)

Blog Secret

1541.) I hate to admit it, but I will always love you and I fear I will never find someone/something that compares to what we had.

No, actually it`s a given. If you really did love someone, you would never stop loving them, even if they`ve continuously broken the tiny little pieces of your fragile heart that you don`t even recognize the pain anymore.

But yes, I will be completely honest with you. I am afraid that I might not find another you. Sometimes, I still find myself in tears whenever I think about you; the way you held me in your arms as if I was the most important creature in the world, how you called me perfect even though I`m sure I am not even close to it, how I traced my fingers slowly to your lovely face and how everytime I looked into your eyes, I felt myself melting.

I hope I do find another you. But for now, you`re still the best and no one can ever replace you in this stupid, naive, little heart of mine.

Chin up, he`s stupid. You deserve better.

“You always deserve to be the most important person in somebody’s life. Anybody’s, just somebody’s. You deserve better then to be left alone in this cold world. You deserve to be loved.”

Okay, so let`s see. I promised someone I`d give her advice so here it is.

Unrequited Love? Yeah, been there done that. I did everything to get that guy`s attention but, he never did. I went crazy for what, almost a year, trying to get him to understand that I was the one he needed and I was the one he should`ve been with. But, for some incredible reason, he never did.

I waited for nothing, actually. I just realized in the end that he wasn`t for me. Why? `Cause somewhere out there, someone`s waiting for you. Someone who will love you for who you are, for what you look like. Someone who would proudly tell his friends that, “Dude, that`s my girl and I`m in love with her.” So, what I`m trying to say is if that guy doesn`t notice how great of a person you are and how unbelievably beautiful you are internally and externally, he`s stupid and he isn`t worth it. And if you continue on chasing him then, how can you ever notice that ‘someone’ who`s been looking everywhere for you? Right?

Move on, Sweetie. There`s a guy out there for you. You just have to be patient. I was patient and I ended up with a guy who loved me like no on ever did before, vice versa. Yeah, we may not have had that happy ending but it`s alright, at least I learned what I was worth of and I realized all of these which I am telling you right now.

Smile, you`re beautiful.

<3

On The Inside.

(From D. Levithan`s The Realm of Possibility)

That night I told you to be careful
In the way I could not be careful myself
You left the party and I walked from drink to drink
Wishing the best for you, knowing it was the worst for me.

It is a horrible wonderful feeling to be in love with you
To get to hear you sing hour after hour
But never be the subject of the song
To listen and listen and listen

I carry your equipment to gigs
I am your ride home , your calendar
I let you choose the radio station, the time
And in return, yours is the only goodnight I`ll ever need

I`ve lost track of where friendship ends and falling begins
(This is the foolish refrain of the hopelessly devoted)
There are times I want to kiss you mid-sentence
Undo the not-doing with one gesture

But I hesitate the wondering
She`s taken the place that was never mine
Yours and I have our sad misdirected love in common
Only yours sing out, while mine is a voice left on the inside

I bide my time , pick at the petals, play the good best friend
You ask me what I`m looking for, and I outline you
You don`t recognize the shape, offer other names
You say my time will come and I hope

I know this is how the world works
It would be funny, if it wasn`t my heart
She is the weakness you think of as strength
While I am the strength you have no idea is there

I am the one who knows who you are
I want you to be happy
And you could be with me

-Honestly, I can`t relate but I just found this poem
so sad and so beautiful at the same time. <3

Inconvenient truths you should know about people:

• Someone who makes you most happy today will hurt you in the future.
• People change and not for the better.
• You will never know the real attitude of a person unless they stop caring about you and show their real selves.
• Guys don`t show their emotions and sometimes, maybe, they don`t have even have feelings at all.
• Some guys have such huge egos that they can`t even admit they`re wrong or they`re sorry.
• People are inconsiderate and insensitive, intentionally.
• And yes, no matter what you do, people will hurt you.

Sorry, that`s reality for you.

The greatest Irony of love.

“The greatest irony of love; loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being loved too much and the other was being love too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them, we are just for passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice; let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more.”

What's so great about falling in love?

When you get your heart broken, you begin to despise love. Why? Because it`s a feeling which makes you crazy, which makes you hold onto things and it is a feeling which blinds you in every way possible. For awhile, you abhor love because this feeling is the main cause of your emotional pain. But then, you remember all the things which you absolutely loved about love to begin with and that`s what makes you hold on to things, wishing that someday, when the time is right and with the right person, you`ll fall in love over again.

So, what is so great about faling in love?

When you`re in love, you see everything in a brighter, more positive aspect. You forget all the bad things that are happening around you. You see the world as a peaceful, calm and wonderful place.

Every morning, you find a reason to wake up for and you don`t even get pissed at your alarm clock for being so noisy since you wake up and remember, oh, I`m in love and… with Him. You get up and smile and thank the ‘Almighty One’ for giving you that person which you`re willing to give your everything to.

When you`re in love, you feel beautiful. Even if you don`t believe that you do look stunning with that simple hairstyle and that efortless mix of clothes, He tells you you are and for a moment, you believe it. You feel as if you don`t have to fix yourself too much since you know perfectly well that he will accept you no matter what you look like.

You look forward to time you`ll spend with Him; the next time you get to see him again, get to stare at his beautiful eyes and touch his face. You look forward to every hug, every kiss and every loving word spoken to you.

Everything is perfect when you`re in love. You are blinded of the chaos and disorder that the world contains. Everything is better. Everything is beautiful. Everything is good. And for that time, no matter how short or long it was, you are perfectly happy.

These things which I did mention are from my own personal experiences so take it from me, love is great but sometimes, it`s the main reason why you become miserable but then,the saying is perfectly correct, it`s better to have loved than to never have loved at all.

Let`s press rewind.

You were beautiful, you still are, and I can`t believe you doubted that. No, don`t worry, I`m not emasculating you, beautiful can also be used for guys. I always told you you were and I was surprised you weren`t aware of it. When we were together, I`d stare at you and try to memorize your features. I was satisfied, you see, just looking at you. I`ve never spent that much time observing a person since whenever I wasn`t with you, I wanted your face, your memory, your presence locked inside my brain. And your words, locked in my heart. Your simple presence overwhelmed me. You just don`t know it but I`ve learned even the simplest things about you when we were together and every bit of it, I loved.

Thought for the Day.

Love is a fucked up game. You win. You lose. You drink some booze.