To the person I considered my soulmate....

When you came into my life, I told myself I would love you and never gonna hurt you. You were my bestfriend, my love, my everything. Till one day, you came to me and said, "I'm afraid I can't stay with you any longer.." I refuse to believe you at first, but when I saw rhose tears fell down your cheeks, it spells out how you really feel inside. You were deeply hurt, yah I know... I was hurt too. You can't even look straight into my eyes when you said, "It was too late!" My life has changed at that very moment. I just found myself on bended knees and yelling "Why??" I was down, completely, but I had to be strong foryou. At you worst, I was there until the day has come for us to say goodbye. I knew it, but I just can't accept it.

If only I knew it was the last time, I should have held you and never let you go. The kiss, the whisper, the embrace, It was the last. I know your gone. We thought our love is enough for us to last, it was a sad ending, it's God's will. I know you happy now. Wherever you are and me, here I am hurting, broken, it's all gone now. How can I forget? How can I start over once again? I know I can't get you back.

This has been the longest year of my life, the most painful time I ever had. The sadness of the night brings back the days we had and it's killing me. Even silence reminds me of all the sorrows, the pain, and my hopelessness. Let me suffer in silence, till I get over you slowly. I can't let you go and I will be me once again. I will be keeping my promise, I will move on but you will always be a part of me. Hera me say this one last time.. "I have found the essence of my life. I have discovered the beautiful world because of you.." My love, my misery. I'm letting you go now.. It's time set myself free. This is the hardest thing I will do, cause I still love you and this love, this is all I have.

"I have felt the most pain anyone could ever imagine!"

I miss my man!

Giving someone all you love is never an assurance that they'll love you back. Some people are just not meant to be in your life, no matter how much you want them to be. You hug him goodbye like it's nothing while all you want to do is hold on forever. I used to smile when I told people that you were mine but now, I can't even smile and say your name at the same time as much as I love you, I have to say goodbye cause I know you would be happier if I let you go. I'm sorry if I made you cry, I'm sorry if tears fell from your eyes but remember, for every tear that fell from you eyes, two fell from mine.

Missing you isn't the hardest part, knowing that I once had you is what breaks my heart. I'll never forget the times we once shared, And I'll always remember how much you once cared. Now it's over. It's time to move on. It's never easy to see you turning back but I have to take the pain and cry all the way home cause I know it will never be the same.

I know when you leave, distance will keep us apart. But distance, no matter how far, can't change feelings in my heart. Just turn your head when you see me, I will understand, one day, I will be able to look you in the eye without feeling the pain i've caused you. I hope in time you will be happy as you call my name once again. Happiness is too far for us now, but even if it's near, It will be hard for us to get there. Baby, it's never gonna work out. I love you goodbye.

"Unfortunately sad to say it didn't work out but I still want it to work out that's why I still keep on talking to him even though he doesn't want to. How sad! I still love you and I will love you forever..."

Sometimes its better to love a heartbroken also, so that he already feels how painful everything was..

One of the reason why people get so sentimental.... It's because, memories are the only things that don't change when everything else's does. There are things in life that you can't hold on forever, no matter how much you fight for it. Sometimes destiny isn't always good, it becomes playful. When we met someone we learned to love, we thought tha it was destiny who made our paths cross. But what if making your paths cross is just part of the game that the playful destiny creates? Making us realized in the end that the person we thought that was destined for you wasn't really meant to stay.... but only destined to make you feel love and leave you when you've already fallen in love. It's not easy to state a reason when you decide to leave your love. Some might think it's just an excuse.. Some might not actually believe.. Some will blame you.. Some might even be mad at you.... What they don't see is the fact that it hurts you even more to hurt someone who doesn't deserve to be hurt especially when you can't actually state the reason why you have to leave.

You can never own something that was never yours, so let's stop gripping on things we expect to last forever. Nothing last forever. Forever is a lie. Everything is transitory. So while you have something in your hand, put it in mind that it's just borrowed. So that someday when it's gone, it won't take you eternity just to let it go. When your feelings get strong for someone, it's always wise to stop for a while and give your heart... - a time to breathe, a time to use your mind to weigh the situation based on reason not on emotion because the saddest thing that can happen is when one fall in love while the other wants nothing more than friendship.

Love can sometimes be magic... but magic can sometimes be an illusion. There are times when I wish that I was limited to certain emotions so that i'll never have to experience pain, never feel betrayed or dissappointed, and never get my fragile heart be broken. But the same thing means that i'll never know how it feels to love and be loved in return the thought of it kind of scares me. To have a heart that's whole and numb or a heart that's broken but real. Someday, we'll all be looking back to those days we learned to love, get hurt, cry and fight. Maybe when that time comes we'll be laughing at our old dumb selves realizing how stupid we were to stand up for things we knew weren't really meant for us. But I guess learning takes time and mistakes make one's journey fun.

Life is what we make it. Love makes the world go round. So let's live, love and take whatever pain it brings though it's hard to wait around for something that I know will never happen. It's harder to stop when I know it's everything I've always wanted. But you know what i'm glad? I'm glad it happened. We're good friends and i'm thankful for that.

"Take care always my dear friend. I'm always here!"

I was surprised when I found out that this was an OPM song.

I was captured the moment we met
Carried away with every word you said
It's a mystery how you got to me
I fell in the spell of your charms
With your siren's smile you caught me off guard

Just one glance took away my breath
Then you drew me in with your tenderness
You captivate my soul, I'm enraptured
You knocked me out and you locked me up
Stole my heart like a thief at love
Keep me here in your happy ever after
I'm captured

By the way just in case you care
I'm here to stay, I'm not going anywhere
I took a dive in your deep dark eyes
And I'm never coming up for air
I lost myself in this bond that we share

One sweet kiss took away my breath
Then you drew me in with your tenderness
You captivate my soul, I'm enraptured
You knocked me out and you locked me up
Stole my heart like a thief at love
Hold me tight in your happy ever after

Now you've got the best of me
No one else could hold the key
I'm captured

Just one touch took away my breath
When you drew me in I could not resist
You captivate my soul, I'm enraptured
You knocked me out and you locked me up
Stole my heart like a thief at love
Keep me here in your happy ever after
I'm captured

"I like the song because it really reflects what happen on me when im falling in love!"

The pictures say's it all!

"The pictures say's it all!"

It could`ve been worse, I guess.

So, I guess I`m lucky. I was reading US Seventeen with Ashley Tisdale on the cover. There was an article regarding break-up and these readers shared how their ex-bofriends broke up with them. God, they`re jerks!

Here are some stories:

• My boyfriend called me and told me to listen to Chris Brown`s Say Goodbye. I did and called him back. Then he told me he didn`t want to see me anymore.
• I once had a boy break up with me by asking my best friend to tell me about it first. After he knew she`d done the damage, I got a text from him saying, ‘Sorry!’
• My boyfriend of two years dumped me on Valentine`s Day-with carnation. He wrote, ‘I`m sorry for everything but I`m seeing someone else.’
• One day in the hallway, my boyfriend passed me a piece of paper: ‘I`m sorry, but I think we should break up. I don`t have a reason, it`s just how I feel.’
• My ex decided to break up with me by posting a nasty paragraph on my Facebook wall explaining why I was getting dumped. To this day, we aren`t speaking.
• I was walking downtown with my friends, when I suddenly saw my BF making out with another girl. He blushed and said, ‘I meant to tell you we`re through.’
• One day I noticed my boyfriend had removed me from his Top 8 and put in another girl. I waited for him to tell it was over, but he never did. I finally got it.

Aren`t they the biggest a-holes in town? Poor ladies.

Moved on? I can't!!

“It’s hard to wait around for something
That you know might never happen; but it’s
Even harder to give up when you know it’s
Everything you want.”

For every gulp,every bottle, every shot…

drinking burns your liver.

But for a few moments of relief, it frees you from the weight of the world…

For every puff, every cigarette stick….

Smoking slowly kills you with chemicals found in rust, poison & the dead…

But temporarily, it gives you the calmness that you need to pacify your nerves..

Like love…

It breaks your heart, makes you cry, & it emphasize the weakness you fight to hide.

But you take it & give in…

Simply because deadly things… even for a while…

Deceitfully feels so right.

Insecure? Good for you Bitch!!

In my life, I never tried to impress someone for them to like me, cause when I do, I will have to keep that image for the rest of my life and it's hard to pretend to be someone else.... I may not be close to perfection like other people do. I know myself and I know how I look inside and out worth it. I doesn't matter what people think or say, I don't live to please them. What matter's is I've made the most of what I have, I had fun, I learned for what I've don and I lived through it all despite the gossips and Intrigues. This is me, as what they say, "If you can't handle my worst then you don't deserve my best bitch." That's being real. Just live a life fearless of other people's shadow.

Pilipino ako at naabutan ko ang 90s.

Masaya ka kapag naglalaro ka ng Tex at Pog. Kadalasan ang design dito ay yung mga palabas sa TV, mga drama o kaya anime, may dialogue pa. lol.

May comics pa ang bazooka. Kahit di mo maintindihan yung Fortune Cookie sa huli ay collection mo pa rin yun.

Uso pa yung tirador, yung gawa talaga sa sanga ng puno.

Ang mga babae naglalaro ng paper dolls na tigpipiso bawat isang set sa sari-sari store.

Kung lalake ka, siguradong may pellet gun ka. alam mo yan!

Humihingi ka ng dalawang piso sa magulang mo para maglaro ng video arcade sa sari-sari store. Favorite mo yung Sonic, Mario at Street Fighter at Tetris. (Hadukken!)

Nagwa-watusi ka kapag New Year kahit pinapagalitan ka ng nanay mo. (ako, hanggang kaskas lang sa sapatos. takot ako pag kamay. haha)

Meron kang sapatos na umiilaw yung swelas kapag iniaapak mo. Mas sikat kung iba-iba yung kulay. (panalo!)

Merong at least isang Chicago Bulls na shirt sa bahay nyo. Madalas number 23 pa yung nakalagay.

Pinapatulog ka ng yaya/nanay mo tuwing tanghali o hapon para raw lumaki. Hindi na kasi pinapatulog ang mga bata ngayon tuwing tanghali di tulad nung panahon natin.

Sinasabihan ka ng matatanda na may lalabas na pari o bigas sa sugat mo kapag hindi nilagyan ng alcohol pero in the end, betadine lang ang magpapatahimik sa inyo.

Kung babae ka, nagkaroon ka ng butterfly hairclips/rings. ( si Jolina ang nagpauso nito.) haha.

Kung medyo may pera ang pamilya nyo, nagpabili ka ng Polly Pocket. (HAHA!)

Naglalagay ka ng Kisses (yung mabango) sa pencil case mo, o kaya sa isang lalagyan na may bulak, alcohol at tinutusok ng karayom para mabilis manganak. (the best!)

May free stickers ng Disney movies sa loob ng Maggi noodles.

Pinapatunog mo yung takip ng Gatorade.

Ang mga stationeries na uso: Papemelroti, Tsukuba, Sashikibuta. Pwedeng ibenta, pwedeng trade lang.

Pampalipas oras mo dati ang paglalaro ng Brick Game, at swerte yung mga may advanced version na may tumatagos na blocks para mapuno na yung gap sa loob. Mas advanced ka kung Tamagotchi ang nilalaro mo. Pinapakain mo, pinapatulog mo, at inililibing mo kung namatay na. At kung talagang kaya nyong bumili, Game Boy ang sayo. Pero kung wala ka talaga, yung laruan na lang na may tubig sa loob tapos dapat ma-shoot mo yung mga bilog sa stick na maliit.

Bago magsimula ang klase, nakikilaro ka muna sa 10-20, jackstone, langit lupa, ice water, taguan, dr. quack quack, tumbang preso, pepsi seven up at agawan base. Di bale nang madumi na ang uniform mo pagpasok ng classroom. (girls, may shorts sa ilalim ng palda para sa 10-20 tas pag-uwi sobrang dumi na ng socks!!!! HAHA!)

Sinasabi mo sa kaklase mo na “Liars go to hell” kapag tingin mo nagsisinungaling sya. “Cross my heart, hope to die” kapag nangangako ka. “Period no erase” kapag gusto mo walang kumontra sayo. Kaya lang wala kang lusot kapag sinabi ng kaklase mo na “Akin yung factory ng pambura”.

Sikat ka pag ang pencil case mo nabubuksan sa dalawang side tapos maraming attachments like magnifying lens, book stand (oy wild), compartments na maliliit tapos push button pa. Minsan sa ibabaw ng pencil case meron pang maze, may maliit na silver na bola tapos itatagilid mo yung pencil case para gumulong yun, hanggang sa matapos yung maze.

Di ka baduy kung ang notebook mo nung elementary ay may mukha ng artista.

Sa coolman mo inilalagay ang tubig na baon mo sa school.

Nagpabili ka ng Baby-G sa magulang mo.

Elementary ka nung nauso ang pager. Yun pa ang pinapangarap ng mga bata, hindi pa cell phone.

Meron ka pa rin ng pinakamalaking cell phone na nakatago na ngayon sa mga kahon.

Wala pang PS/PS2, XBox, Wii, atbp. noon. Family Computer pa lang, yung cartridge yung bala. Usong laro ang Mario Bros., Battle City at Rambo. (don’t forget Bomber Man and Pacman! haha. good times)

Meron ka ng isa sa mga ito: Family Computer, Nintendo, Sega, roller blades, brick game, Tamagochi, Swatch Watch w/ matching guard, Troll collection.

Alam mo ang mga linyang ito sa mga kanta: “Natatawa ako, hi hi hi hi”, “Anong paki mo sa long hair ko”, “Dahil sa bawal na gamot”, “Mga kababayan ko, bilib ako sa kulay ko”.

Isa dito ay theme song mo: “I Swear” by All 4 One, “What’s Up” by 4 Non Blondes (And I say, Hey ey ey ey ey ey. I said hey, What’s goin on!), “Zombie” by Cranberries.

Sumasayaw ka ng Macarena.

Alam mo ang kanta ng Spice Girls at may favorite ka sa kanila. Kung fan ka talaga, may poster ka pa at casette tape ka pa nila.

Malamang ay naging fanatic ka ng isa sa mga sumikat na boy bands. —BACKSTREET boys! hahaha!

Ang tinutugtog lagi sa radyo ay mga kanta ng mga banda gaya ng Eraserheads, Parokya ni Edgar nung nagpapalda pa lang sila, Alamid, Rivermaya, True Faith, The Youth, Afterimage at kung anu-ano pang pinoy bands.

Tape pa ang uso, di CD or MP3 players. Pag gusto mo yung kanta kailangan tantyahin mo kung ilang seconds i-rewind yun para mabilis paulit-ulitin. (haha!)

Kinakanta nyo dati sa school yung “Heal the World”, “Tell the World of His Love”, “Jubilee Song”, etc.

Nanonood ka dati ng Power Rangers, Captain Planet o Ninja Turtles. Nagkukunyari pa kayo ng mga kaibigan mo na kayo yun at nagkakasipaan kayo.

Di ka papagalitan ng magulang kahit magbabad ka sa TV, basta ang pinapanood mo ay Hiraya Manawari, Bayani at Sine Skwela, kung saan nakilala mo sila Teacher Waki, Ugat Puno, Palikpik, at ang buong barkada nila lalo na kapag nakasakay sila sa space ship o sa jeep na lumilipad.

Sinubaybayan mo ang Ghost Fighter at ang Dragon Ball. Naging favorite mo si Eugene at si Goku.

Niloloko mo yung theme song ng Voltes V kasi di mo maintindihan yung theme song: “Tato ni Ara Mina malaking cobra…”, “Boltes Payb lima sila, pumunta sa kubeta…”, “…Kontra Bulate!”

Napanood mo din yung ibang anime tulad ng Shaider, Sailormoon, Daimos at Maskman. Saulo mo pa nga yung kanta dun: “Oh maskuman kayo ang pag-asa.. Iligtas kami sa marahas na kadiliman… Kami inyong ipaglaban! Sugod, sugod laban maskuman, ipaglaban nyo ang katarungan.. Sige, sige laban maskuman..”

Sinubaybayan mo ang Sarah ang Munting Prinsesa, Julio at Julia, at Cedie. Pinanood mo pa nga yung movie version ng Sarah ang Munting Prinsesa with Camille Prats. (Cedie: pang-afternoon kids!)

Alam mo din yung “Ang Pulubi at ang Prinsesa” with Camille Prats and Angelica Panganiban.

Gusto mong sumali sa ANG TV. Pero alam mong hindi na pwede. kaya kuntento ka na lang sa panonood nito tuwing 4:30 ng hapon.

Batibot ang usong palabas. Akala mo nga mag-dyowa o mag-asawa sina Kuya Bodjie at Ate Sheena.

Alam mo yung tono ng pinausong kanta ng show na “ATBP.”: Isa.. dalawa-tatlo.. apat-lima.. anim-pito-walo.. syam-sampu… labingisa-labingdalawa… labingtatlo… labingapat-labinglima…

Napanood mo ang Batang X.

Sabay kayo nanonood ng yaya mo ng Marimar. (haha!)

Nanonood ka ng kahit alin dito: “Okay Ka Fairy Ko”, “Oki Doki Doc”, “Abangan ang Susunod na Kabanata”, “Palibhasa Lalake”, “Ober da Bakod”, at “Home Along Da Riles”

Galit ka kay Clara kasi sobra naman talaga siya mang-api kay Mara.

Pinanood mo din yung “Villa Quintana”, “Esperanza”, “Anakarenina” atbp.

Mga love teams na nagpakilig sayo: Juday and Wowie. Jolina and Marvin.

Alam mo yung commercial ng Tender Juicy hotdog na ganito: “Dear diary, Carlo sat beside me today. He’s so cute! Sabi niya I’m pretty kaya lang I’m fat.”

Kinakanta mo yung “Thank God it’s Sabado, pati na rin Linggo…” at “Isa pa, isa pa, isa pang Chicken Joy”.

Nasa channel 2 pa ang Eat Bulaga at ang Mel and Jay.

Nakikita mo sa balita na may mga kultong nagtatago na sa kweba, kasi magugunaw na ang mundo sa year 2000, at yung mga computer daw bigla na lang mag-shu-shut down at mawawala na daw ang technology.

Chinese variety shows ang palabas tuwing umaga ng linggo.

Matapang ka kung napanood mo lahat ng Shake, Rattle and Roll movies.

Narinig mong i-announce sa radyo yung death ni Princess Diana. Biglang nauso yung kanta ni Elton John na “Goodbye, England’s Rose.”

Nasa VHS yung mga movies na pinapanood ninyo sa bahay.

Kung babae ka, naging crush mo si Leonardo di Caprio dahil sa Titanic. Kaya nga lang, bawal ka pa tumingin sa kissing scenes nina Jack at Rose. Haha.

:)) :)) :))

This felt like walking back to memory lane big time!

%^@$*&#?!,.

dear cigarette,

I am kindly asking you to leave me alone as you have recently become somewhat of a temptation.

Even though I have never held one of your kind to my lips before, there has been an unyielding impulse stirring inside of me that craves for your substance in my lungs.

Your lovely second-hand scent sobers me up when I’ve had too much to drink. It calms me when I am having an anxiety attack. It brings up memories of deep conversations between people once long forgotten.

I have seen the negative effects you have had on people and their bodies. That hasn’t been enough.

So I am begging you to please kindly evacuate my thoughts. I have hope that we can both move on from this potentially disastrous relationship.

All the best,

*K.

My groom is waiting at the end of the aisle.

To: My Groom

I know, someday, I will find you, and I will marry you. We will be together after a long time of waiting for this moment to come. In each other's arms, we will feel the happiness we never felt before. We will love like we've never been in love and never been hurt before, just like love for the first time. A love, so fresh, so exciting, with no fear and doubtfulness.

I may know you now or may not know you yet, but one thing's for sure, our love story has not yet begun. I'm typing this nonsense things coming from my mind, using these simple words to explain how i feel, wondering if you'd be able to read this someday.

The day would come, that I'd be walking on the aisle, with everyone's eyes on me. My throat can hardly swallow as the tears on my eyes are clouding, which slowly drops every time i close my eyes.Tears of happiness flowing, for I can see a blurred vision of you, waiting for me at the end of the aisle. At last, we will both say "I do".

"I'll be waiting in the wings." (Just like Jacob of Twilight said)

-Your Bride :-*

Yah! I know. I'm a late bloomer fan of Gossip Girl.

So what?

Watched Season one of Gossip Girl.

Nate: She's right Serena. None of us are saints.
Blair: Yeah I had sex with him (points to Chuck) in the back of a limo.
Chuck: Several times.
Nate: I hade sex with you at the wedding while I was her (points to Blair) date. Once.
Blair: *Stares expectantly at Chuck.


*Hahahaha! Funny, isn't it?


"Too bad the only chance I got to watch it is when I'm alone in the room. Sa youtube pa. TSK.:))))"

xoxo Gossip Girl

Have you read any book in the series? yea. Because I'm worth it, All I want is everything, Gossip Girl, and Gossip Girl: The Carlyles.

Who is your fave character? Blair & Nate

Is Chuck Bass hot and dangerous, or scary and perverted? or.

Is Blair being mean for dissing Serena? DUH. yea.

Did you like the books over the show? HELL YEAH! Blair and Nate got together in the books eh. BUT, I also like the tv show. I heard they would also get together eh. hahaha:DD

Have you watched every episode of Gossip Girl? Almost? EXCEPT ep 16-17.

What do you think will happen with Georgina on the season finale of Gossip Girl? hahaha. OFF to military school dapat ung mga ganun.

Who is the hottest guy? DUH. nate.

Who would you want to look like most? Blair Waldorf. :DD

Blake Lively or Leighton Meester? Leighton Meester. I think Blake looks OLD!!

Blaire of Serena? Blair. Serena is a slut! hahahaha.

Blaire and Chuck or Blair and Nate? Blair and NATE. Definitely.

Blaire and Nate or Serena and Nate? Blair and NATE. DUH.

Leighton vs. Blake
Who's prettier: Leighton. Blake is like an old woman who needs botox.
Smarter: Leighton.
Hotter: Leighton.
Better actress: Leighton. Blake eats her words.
Better at playing their role: Leighton.
Would like to see more: Leighton.
Should be with Nate: Leighton.


*SHOULD BE WITH CHACE: LEIGHTON. BREAK IT OFF WITH SEBASTIAN STAN!! LOL.

Should have gotten into Yale: Leighton.
Who you like better: Leighton.

STEREOTYPES.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a DANCER, so I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I MUST have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I MUST be a TERRORIST!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy.
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas.
I'm a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I MUST be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I MUST do weed and steal stuff.
I'm a PUNK so I MUST only wear black and date only other punks.
I'm ASIAN so I MUST be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so I MUST be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA.
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect.
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black.
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN, so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.
I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.
My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE, so I MUST be a whore myself.
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse.
I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I MUST be homosexual.
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I WATCH PORN so I MUST be perverted.
I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I'm SCOTTISH so I MUST have ginger hair and wear a skirts (It's actually called a kilt).
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.
I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.
I'm an ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I MUST be a HOMOPHOBE.
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser.
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy.
I CHAT, I MUST be having cyber sex.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan.
I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion.
I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian.
I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I love SLASH, so I MUST be GAY.
I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED.
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast.
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish.
I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.
I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.
I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.
I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.
I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s.
I go to RENFAIRES, so I MUST talk weird, be a loser, and not be up with the times.
I’m GAY so I’m after EVERY straight guy around.
I don’t want a BOYFRIEND, so I MUST be Lesbian.
I'm NOT CHRISTIAN, so I MUST just need converting.
I love marching band, so I MUST be a friendless freak.
I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.
I am friends with a CUTTER, so I MUST be a CUTTER too.
I cry easily, so I MUST be a wimp.
I can't help pointing out mistakes, so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist.
I'm a PERFECTIONIST ,so I MUST check everything ten times, then burst into tears at one mistake.
I DON’T LIKE to talk about my personal life, so I MUST be having problems.
I like FIRE so I MUST be an arsonist.
I'm a CUTTER so I MUST want to commit SUICIDE.
I have been to THERAPY so I MUST be crazy.
I have been ABUSED, so I MUST be an abuse.

"Bolden and Italized words decribes me a little."

How to install Love?

How To: Install Love.

Tech Support: Hello … how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I’ve decided to install
Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you
located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now.
Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running ?

Customer: Let’s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge
and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt
from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent
memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will
eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High
Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and
Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed.
Can you turn those off ?

Customer: I don’t know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke
Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and
Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that
normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base
program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get
the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, “Error
- Program not run on external components.” What should I do?

Tech Support: Don’t worry. It means that the Love program is set
up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In
non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before
you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the
following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your
Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the “My Heart” directory. The
system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty
programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all
directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely
gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files.
Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying
themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but
eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed
and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure
to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in
turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

Read this. It will inspire you.

Boy: baby we need to talk
Girl: kyle, wat do u mean?
Boy: sumthin has come up...
Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby
Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much
Boy: baby are you there??
Girl: yea im here wut is so important??
Boy: im not sure if i should say
Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: im leaving....
Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you
Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away
Girl: why? Your family lives over here.
Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: i cant believe this.

FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad
Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go
Boy: would you run away with me?
Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!
Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..
Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on
Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.
Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park
Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.
Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)
Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go
Girl: ok (begins to walk away)

[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her]

It says.....

Erika,

U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Kyle

[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....

Friend: how are u feeling?
Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.
Friend: o, about that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...
Girl: ummm ok

[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket, It says...]

Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...

Hate = Love
Never = Alwayz
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will

........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...-Kyle


Girl: omg its a letter, Kyle does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later
Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!

...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.

[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she killed herself, because of tha fact that Kyle was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]

....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a msg. "Its Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 u everything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!

"How tragic."

Take My Heart Back. Please!

Last night me and my cousin's watch the movie "If Only". Actually It's our favorite becase of It's story and It's song too. All of us are fan of this movie.

Lead Cast: Jennifer Love Hewitt, Paul Nicholls, Lucy Davenpor and Diana Hardcastle.

Violinist Samantha (Jennifer Love Hewitt), an American music student in London, is always taken for granted by her live-in partner Wyndham (Paul Nicholls), an ambitious young Briton who loves her but who loves his career more. In the morning of the day she is to hold her concert an event she has been preparing for for three years e totally forgets about it, being absorbed in a presentation he is to make to the company board that morning. Samantha tries everything to catch a bit more of his attention and time as she is supposed to leave the next day for a long vacation in Ohio resenting him with a gift jacket, strip-teasing and pinning him down to bed, making him breakfast, but Wyndham manages to avoid intimacy, obsessed as he is with his presentation. Samantha takes all this with a smile and a generously forgiving heart. Little does he know that he is to lose her to death that day.

The story of If Only has the element of the supernatural (like clairvoyance), and would have been sheer nonsense if it had been less deftly handled. But as it is, the presence of the paranormal does not overshadow the story's on-your-face realness credit this to the good choice of actors: the gamin-faced Hewitt (an actress of exceptional beauty wouldn't have come on as vulnerable as she does here), and the tender-eyed Nicholls (a more macho type wouldn't have suited the tear-jerking part he plays). Despite the extraordinary plot development and the intricate turn of events, the story comes clearly across, thanks to its skillful editing and good characterization. The movie also showcases Hewitt's vocal/musical prowess as she performs a couple of songs which she has also written and composed.

If Only appears to be an ordinary love story, with the male lead crying half of the time (yes, more than the female lead), but justifiably so. If the actors' tear ducts seem to have been overworked here it's because the movie is about the loss of a loved one nd the agonizing realization that one never really knows what treasure one has until one loses it. The message is unmistakably clear, relevant and valid in our day and age when young people have increasingly become more achievement-oriented and driven by a purpose other than love. Taken seriously, If Only should help viewers slow down and sort things out to discover what are the truly important things in life. The parents are cautioned to point out to their teenage children that while the message of If Only is positive, certain factors present in it deserve careful scrutiny, like the supernatural element, and the fact that the couple are but live-in partners.

Here's some of my favorite line in the movie.

* Ian Wyndham: I adore you.
Samantha Andrews: (with tears in her eyes) I don't wanna be adored! I wanna be loved.

"The song that plays here in my blog is one of the movie's song. This song titled "Take My Heart Back" by Jennifer Love Hewitt."