What does It means?

A while ago I was on my ym chatting with Jayson and ate Zhella, someone buzzed me and I don't know why then when I saw the name of his ID I thought It was just nothing and hey! It's my ex and I was kilig to death while playing Pet society at facebook hahahaha! And he's not like that before. Eventhough I'm online for an hour wala siyang care:( I super miss him i swear but I'm not sure If my feelings are still the same just like before eventhough that we both know that he moved on and I moved on too.....? Uhm yes I think so but not totally, hahaha I really don't know. I'm enjoying that I am single but I can tell to the whole world that I'm not happy! I feel like I need the other half of me and I think that guy that will complete the half of it would be lucky because I will love him more than his ex loved him. I swear:)) This past days I really don't know what I really feel. Parang there's somthing wrong with me. Really! Like having mood swings that I didn't expect at that moment! hayy Am I inlove? With whom? Fuck Off my fucking heart!! I hate this feeling you know that. Why he will send me some message that will make me kilig? What does it means? I know he has girlfriend and I saw It on his friendster. Then why he will be nice to me? for friendship? Ok fine for friendship. "bakit dun din kami nagsimula Inun" Hahaha there's nothing wrong with that anyway. Uy magkalapit lng kami ng school! Medyo lng pala:) I hope I can see him sa Sm Manila but SM is eww for him! Yuck demanding ka na ngayon? Hindi na nga talaga kita kilala hahaha. And your still the same you! And that's what I like about you still. Hay Dear God, Please give me a chance to get him back for the third time:) Wish ko lang talaga!


*I Miss You, I Really Do!

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