So how's my week so far?

So far so good! Yesterday,
thursday, 23rd of April, I have finished my entrance exam in Adamson University. I wa just alon that time and It feels great because you can even realized that at age of 17 I can say that I can be independent *uhm once in a while:D I did whatever I want I do the "yankee way" yes! finally after several weeks I finally made It again and again um actually just once because It makes my head ached na!! Grabe ganun na ba katgal? Anyway I'm still thinking about it if i'm gonna make continue pa ba because my conscience bothers me because I'm not like this before! I know my friends influenced me but I chose this shit that's why there's no one to be blame just myself because I'm so weak! I let it happen like I've been used to this before! I know myself that i'm enjoying this thing but i'm thinking maybe this happiness will be ended and will left me a problem. That is life by the way! Let's just get over It! Accept what's happenning on us! I think all of this are His will.

I have kwento pa guy's! There is a guy who's putting me into my last nerve!! and he's my bestfriends EX-boyfriend! He really pisses me off because he's hurting my bestfriend! After all the thing's we've done for him ganun-ganun na lang un? WTF!! "Nasira na kami sa maraming tao" And It so hard to accept that you'll just hurt my bestfriend's heart! How dare you do that to her! Super dissappointed ako sayo! It just hurt my feelings so much! because he's tearing my bsetfriends heart kulang na lang kunin niya at tapak pa! If he's showing some respect for his mom i hope he'll show some respect for my bestfriend too! We, her friends and his friends know's how they love each other, but how come that it came to this kind of situation. For me he just ruined everything. On the other side I know he's a good man naman. But he fooled my bestfriend that's why i'm over-reacting like this! And It hurts me more! she's a super good friend. We know we have some "gaga side" but we still care for others. We've been known each other since Preparatory and becamde friends in our elementary times and until now we still treasure that friendship of ours. We often see each other at this moment that's why i'm so worried about her. "Ngaun pang kailangan niya ako wala ako sa katabi niya" It really bother's me because I'm so worried about her. Maybe this is what we called Love! "magpapaka martyr kang talaga!" just for that so called love! I can't blame her because she's so in love right now but for me this love is so "wrong". Hurting is normal but CHEATING is NOT!! Please Mimi don't let this guy ruined you with just a snap! I know you are strong! I've known you before! I know some trials on your life! Come on bestfriend wake up! "Maraming nagmamahal sayo at higit pa sa pagmamahal niya!"


always remeber:

"Your not ALONE!! We, your friends, bestfriends, close friends will alway be here for you!"